Attempted suicides symptoms and conditions

I weighed 198 when i started lithium 4 years ago. I now have CHF and i weigh 340. Help, has this happened to anyone else
P.S. My phyco wont take me off of it. I also have Bipolor manic depression with 4 attempted suicides. If you can help me please write back

This drug should have been researched more before dr. prescribed it. Paxil has ruined my life. I have been on paxil for two years now not only do i have strange dreams i still have panic atttacks, weight gain no trouble with sex and three attempted suicides. I have tried to stop cold turky and the dizzyness, sleepiness and out-of body feeling was too hard to bere. So I am still on it and am searching for relife. I despriatly want my life back that this drug stole from me.