Blowout symptoms and conditions

This site is a Godsend. I just got home from a blowout with my boyfriend due to my mood swings. On the ride home, I realized how depressed I was- about EVERYTHING.
I have nothing to be depressed about. I have a great family, a good job, my boyfriend for 2 years, close friends, a life that no one would complain about. So, I wiped my tears and started wondering, WHY THE HELL AM I DEPRESSED AND MOODY?? And then it hit me.
When I got home, I pulled out the little info packet that comes with NR and there it was. All the symptoms I have been experiencing. Mood swings, depression, weight gain, irritability, changes in appetite, headaches, trouble sleeping, trouble wearing contacts!! Which of course made me cry some more.
I started using NR in July '06 after I had an abortion, so of course I felt like I completely HAD to use it because I was terrified of ever having to go through that again- not to mention consumed by guilt. I had taken the pill when I was younger and it made me extremely nauseous everyday. I feel almost bi-polar on NR!! I'll be fine and then I'll have a week where I will cry almost everyday, snap at stupid things, and just basically get bent out of shape over nothing. I also have the discharge pretty much everyone mentioned and I feel constantly lethargic and all I want to do is sleep. Plus the weight gain (about 15 pounds and I've gone up 2 sizes) which just makes me more pissed off.
After dealing with this for so long, I am just hoping my boyfriend realizes that it's not me and is willing to stick around at this point, I'm sure it's been hell on him, it sure has been on me. Hopefully I can get into the doctor's this week and get the hell off this horrible thing. Anyone know how long it takes to detox yourself of this crap?? And if anyone could tell me anything they've had success with I'd really appreciate hearing about it. I can be reached at ****** Thanks ladies and I hope you're all living a better NR free life :)