Even tempered symptoms and conditions

I havnt written on the forum in so long its really painful somedays to read of all the women sufferring so its very difficult for me to even talk about it most days

I have been off Yaz for 4 months today
I have had nearly every symptom mentioned

Thyroid elevated
Blood Pressure raised
Heart palps
Muscle weakness
Terrible horrible anxiety
Depressed thoughts
Not feeling like myself
No confidence anymore
Feeling of never getting well
Vaginal infection
Loss of interest in doing everything I love
Right eye feels odd the lid
Insomnia severe
Loss of appetite

As I sit here typing I miss the old me it is like the last 4 months have been a blur a rollercoaster unimaginable nightmare

Prior to starting Yaz I was having a great life nice boyfriend fun shopping going out planning trips cleaning gardening working you name it I did it and never ever experience saddness depression or anxiety
I was completely confident holistic easy going even tempered

I was on the pill 3 weeks 2 days off of it and I was hysterical and thought I was losing my mind and going crazy I cried and didnt leave the house for 6 weeks cried and had my family witness me almost losing my mind or so I thought

Although I have made progress I still am not working
I cant be a mom like I was to my daughter
I dont have confidence
I lost 14 lbs
I feel shakey in my arms still and have no clue if it is anxiety stress hormonal or if I have some unexplained illness
I dont know

Living in fear everyday of not being me again is tearing me apart

I had the hormone pellets biodentical inserted 3 weeks ago to try and give me a edge on balancing out I have seen psychologists psychaitrists medical doctors wellness doctors hormonal doctors

No one knows no one understands no one knows whats wrong

Iam forgetting things things I know I know its all scary

I hold hope that Bitter RN is better and a few of you

I want to be me again

What is it we are feeling off the pill months later like m

Is it hormonal is it Post Traumatic Stress is it the anxiety is it depression is it medical problems I dont know
All Iknow is I was healthy and fine and now all this

Anyone who can shed light and hope please say

Hi ladies,
I am a 40 year old woman. I have been with my husband 21 years and have three children. I have had very regular periods, every 26 days, and would consider myself to be a very rational, logical person. I don't have mood swings often and am very even tempered. My libido is high and have what my husband refers to my "horny week" right after my period. We have regular sex and when talking to my friends, I find that we are better then most as far as frequency. My husband and I planned a trip to Mexico in April and as luck would have it, was due to start my period the day we were to leave. I researched the web to find out if there were ways of stopping or changing your cycle because I really did not want to be on my period on the first vacation we have ever been on. Although I have had my tubes tied and don't need them I found that the bcp was an option so decided to go that route. I went to my O.B. and told him that I was having irregular periods and wanted to know if he would precribe the pill to regulate my cycle. Did I say I was logical? Hmmm. He put me on Yasmin and I started taking them on the 7th of this month, March, the second day of my regular period. I was fine for three days and then started to notice changes in appitite. He told me that it would happen and that since i was "Aware of my diet" that it should not be a problem. Wrongo!! I have to constantly tell myself that I am not hungry but that is nothing compared to what happened on the 12th, six days into the packet. I went into a mood that can only be described as horrific. I was mad and there was no reason for it. No one could say anything right and after a few hours of thinking about it I figured out it was the Yasmin. I started spotting the next day and it has not stopped. I am not happy, being short with my family all the time. I don't want to do anything and am very tired all the time but can not sleep well. I decided to keep taking the pills and see if it levels out but my husband is going nuts. He got on the computer at work and looked up Yasmin and got this web site and sent it to me. All I can say is WOW!!! I have decided to stop right now. So, here is my question. If I stop taking the pill will my period start right away? Will it last forever or be regular. I read the information that came with the pill and it does not address that at all just saying that I could get pregnant. I know I have already messed up my cycle but does anyone know how long it will take to regulate after taking them such a short time? I was thinking that maybe I should just continue to take them until after Mexico. I am very thankful that I read this site and feel much sympathy for all the woman I read about. If anyone has any ideas I would love to hear them

Thank you,

Holly