Felt kind symptoms and conditions

i took this right before an Narcotics annoymous meeting which is kind of ironic. i was okay but then started realizing everything was quite slow and i felt kind of high

I TOOK THE FIRST PILL OF 150MG YESTERDAY. I FELT KIND OF BAD, BUT TODAY, MY HANDS ARE SHAKING LIKE CRAZY, MY SKIN IS TINGLING, I FEEL GROGGED OUT, SICK TO MY STOMACH, AND FEEL LIKE NOTHING IS REAL. THAT'S IT, I TRIED LEXAPRO TOO AND HAD A WORSE REACTION. I WOULD RATHER FEEL DEPRESSED AND HAVE CONTROL OF MY SELF THAT FEEL THIS BAD AND NOT BE ABLE TO DO ANYTHING. THIS STUFF IS EVIL

I have been taking Paxil CR 25 mg. now for about 3 months. I don't really see any change and still have the anxiety, night sweats, no sex drive, dizziness, headaches, insomnia and a lot of other things. I am not sure what to do at this point. I was on Prozac before and felt kind of the same, maybe not as anxious. Zoloft did not work for me at all. I know for sure, you have to wean off of these drugs you cannot just stop taking it or the side effects get worse. I am going to talk to my doctor about something else. I know they do not like to give out Xanax unless it is on a short term basis.