Hault symptoms and conditions

I started the pill when i was 14, trying to control my cramps and acne. I have now been on the pill for 4 years. I constantly felt depressed and "blocked" in everything in my life. I gained over 40 pounds in my adolescence and never knew why. I'm taking control of my life now and have lost about 20. I went off the pill about a month ago and I can say with all of my being it was the best move i ever made. Then the acne came. I was devastated. I went back on and feel blocked again. My weight loss has come to a fault and my cravings are out of control. I am going back off of the pill again immediately. However, i don't want my acne to come back. Does anyone know of a great way to control it? creams don't really work for me so I'm not sure what to try. Mabye an herbal remedy? Any suggestions??

severe drowsiness....gas....HALLUCINATIONS...the hallusinations were so bizarre and bad that it woke me from the sleep i was in from the phenergan...but this was only wit the pill, and the IV form...the only negative thing i can say about the suppository is that it cause rectal discomfort and burning. BUT it does put the nause and vomiting to a hault quickly