Innocence symptoms and conditions

well Sunday afternoon here, and very very hot,everybody is napping in the air conditioning,As i watch my son nap on the couch,i cant help but wonder what these three years did,when i ask him how different he feels ,he explains it as not being trapped in his thoughts.He will be 15 by the time school is back in session,he is kinda nervous kinda scared about returning to school,he had been out of school and home tutored for 2 years due to his anxiety and panic,but that is getting better now although some days i see in his eyes that a touch may be hiding, but i push him and say ok to the mall we go or to putt putt, .I know i can push him now and he will be ok.That in its self is a wonderful thing,i knew before if i pushed he would break.I worry about his return to school and the stigma that might surround him, you know kids can be cruel, well he forever be known as the kid that was in the psych hospital.As i ponder i wonder when did it all go so wrong,when was it ever ok to murder and torture children in this way,and some how call it the cost of doing business.Somebody needs to man up,speak out and care what has happened .Merck is not knocking my door asking if they can help bring back some of the innocence lost.the doctors seem to want to ignore the fact it even happened,barly taking the time to even ask.Not surprising really as they properly don't even know his name.As the weeks go by and the healing continues,I ask can i ever forgive,the answer is no as it was not me victimized but my child ,your child,precious children,in the name of doing business.

I am so so FURIOUS with Merck and Singulair! No child especially the innocence of a 4year should be ripped from them from the damn drug companies. Do you know Singulair is one of the biggest money makers for them. Not fair!! I wonder how they would like to pay for my sons mental health bills now!! at $175 a pop because I am not sending him to any old psychiatrist. His pediatrician said it can take up to 6months for Singulair to clear your system. However the Serotonin imbalance that it may create may not. You may need to be put on depression meds, as I am afraid my 4 year old, yes my 4 year old may be put on. And for those of you who wonder. He comes from a very happily married loving home, and no problems at his catholic school. He had no reason for his ugly symptoms of wanting to die at 4 years old. He has been medically evaluated for everything, including a CT and MRI and was cleared!!! It was the Singulair!!!!! Thank god we have all found this website. I wish you all luck and please inform as many as you can. I do not want to see anyone suffer anymore from this. Innocence has been lost. God be with the poor family who lost their 17year from suicide due to this med!!!