Manly man symptoms and conditions

I have been on Singulair for a few years now to control asthma. Due to the cost, I quit taking it to see if my body could handle it. (manly man) When I was taking singular, if I missed a day I would wheeze in the evening, have to take xopenex inhaler for wheezing and a "crazy" pill for anxiety.
Once I was off Singulair for a week or so I could go to sleep with slight wheezing and no anxiety.
After about a month, I was close to an asthma attack, went to the doctor for steroid shots and started back on Singulair. Last evening I had a slight drainage in my throat and got very anxious and slept on and off on a recliner with thoughts of ending it all, thinking that I would choke to death, knowing that I was breathing just fine. Tonight I am anxious, tomorrow I will call the doctor and try something else.

I am 54 and Prempro has been the most wonderful thing that has happened to me. I can sleep through the night, although I do wake up at least once to pee, No more hot flashes, my MOOD is so much better, I am happy. NO more PMS. I still get a period every few months and it lasts for about two weeks but the second week is light. My sex drive is not so good but I have been married for 30 years so I think that's just it. Nothing a studly 40ish manly man couldn't cure. The only BAD thing is weight gain. I could eat a horse on a daily basis. Food is my new sex toy. i have gained 10 pounds in 5 months. I have no will power. So I am doing a 1/2 pill now and that seems to be working. Although now I have an occasional hot flash if I eat chocolate or pasta but other then that I feel great!******