Mental stress symptoms and conditions

I've been yasmin for about 1 1/2 years now (I'm 21). Going to the doctor tomorrow to see if I can switch to something else. I feel horrible. I used to be pretty happy, pretty active. For the past 4 months I've been depressed. anxious, paranoid, upset, and it just keeps getting worse and worse. At first maybe I thought I was just having mental stress. But I feel bad for my boyfriend now. I've been very down and hard on myself, and I just can't stop. I thought I would be able to control it, but it doesn't work that way. I know it's yasmin because it was something that finally clicked. I also noticed that my hair as thinned out a lot in the past year.

Guys Iam not having a good day I felt really bad today and yesterday I went out today and went places but it was just hard and I didnt feel good and Iam so sad crying now

I cant have any fun or be happy I felt like achey and just generally not well like I had a small case of the flu. Under my eyes are so puffy what is that. I slept last night but they are puffy.

I cant stop crying now

I dont know what to do anymore or how many more days I can wake up thinbking this is the day i will feel better and than I dont
Iam exhausted from the mental stress of it all I cant feel good

I dont know what to do
Day after day after day of not getting better

I know you guys made it thru but I dont know how I have been tough and strong for weeks and if I was getting better I would believe Iam but I dont feel like there is a light at the end of the tunnel

so sad

I've been on Toprol for 4 and a half months now. I started at 25mg but the BP and heart rate would skyrocket with the slightest physical/mental stress. I started 50 mg two weeks ago. BP is coming down slowly, heart rate is still up (better than before) I wasn't sure if these were related to Toprol. I get disoriented (especially at night) only happening after I started 50 mg. I'm constantly tired, unusually depressed or angry some days and can't lose weight. I actually am increasing in size. I am so glad to find this board..I know I am not imagining these side effects.