Nervous break down symptoms and conditions

Hello All - I have been on Paxil for about 3 years now. I'm a 31 year old male who suffered awful for years before Paxil with anger issues, constant depression, trouble sitting still & rushing through everything, not being able to feel "normal" - I had constant stomach aches, afraid of everything ect.

I have to say I have not one complcation from using Paxil - No issue with sex drive - no sweats, i sleep great, work at a normal pace, can hold friendships and foucus on everthing, small amount of weight gain but i"m very active and have a ton of energy so I stay in shape. I really cant find anything i dislike about taking Paxil, the other thing i find is that I'm in a constant state of ---------it's hard to explain, the line i typed is sorta how i feel, just even keeled, nothing gets me really excited much, and i dont get mad either - It's all just a feeling of ------ haha - anyone feel like that too? I tend to find myself being alone, and i have a big social life, but sometimes i rather be left alone.
Sometimes i feel like if i never talked to anyone, had a relationship, friends ect i would not even careless - It's normal to cry and get excited and mad and that's the only part that I dont enjoy, otherwise life is awsome but I guess it could be alot worse!!! and trust me it was!

At the end of Aug. I was diagnosed with an upper respiratory infection, in time it went away. About a week later I found out I had mono and spent two weeks resting, and not being able to exercise at all. Yesterday was the official end of my mono, and I was glad because I should be feeling better, but I had been coughing a ridiculous amount, so once again I visited my doctor. I was told I managed to get an upper respiratory infection again and she decided to put me in BIAXIN XL 500 mg. Last night I had nightmares and woke-up an hour after falling asleep feeling fully rested, but paranoid about it being dark in my room , after this weird experience I managed to fall back asleep. I woke-up in the morning feeling very depressed, but figured it would go away and was just due to a nightmare I had. So I got ready for school, and the day just got worse, I was extremely irritable. Nothing went wrong, I was even giving some surprisingly good news, but was still very depressed. I got home and just literally had a nervous break down. I cried for about an hour straight and just could not stand anything in my life. It was the worst I have ever felt. I finally got it together, and decided to come online and check personal experiences because my doctor had told me it was impossible one dose could do this to me. But, others have gone through what I have just experienced and I have realized it must have been the medicine, because I am generally and very cheerful purpose. Needless to say I will not be finishing my prescribed dosages.

im a 30 year old man and have been on olanzipine for 4 and a half years since taking a nervous break down.during thses 4 years i,v lost all confidence in myself.i have now a deep rooted fear of flying,and have beev flying all over the world with my job but since taking olanzipine flying has now became impossible for me so now i have to work in my own country were no flying is involved.i also seem to have lost the ability to play the guitar as if i dont remember what i used to play,other concerns of mine are the excess sweating i do at night and the constant sudden urges to go to the toilet

woke up in the middle of the night and my heart was racing. I thought i was having a nervous break down. I'm so tired but can't fall a sleep. Feeling like some thing is draining my body. I'M in good shape to. I dont know if i'm having a panic attack or what. So so tired, What do you think is going on. Thank you.