Put me through hell symptoms and conditions

i am a highschool student and have been taking geodon off and on for at least 6 months, i got BPD and have been on other stuff but this is the only one i will put up with, after being on it at least 6 months i still could not wake up in the morning, when i get up my eyes start rollin around the back of my head and i cant stay awake , i cant walk and i slur my words when i talk, at the most i was taking 20mg morning with 40mg riddlin and at night 20mg geodon, well i got pissed off at the side effects and stoped takin it in the morning. i read up on riddilin and i dont like it being narcodic so i stopped that since its summer and i can sleep a little later. long story short i thought i wasnt bipolar and had no problems this was a big mistake, a month after completly stopping geodon i relized all my close relashonships have been destroyed and blame it on not taking meds. one more thing i noticed though, if anyone gets very parinoid on geodon thats what happend to me and when i got off i wasnt parinoid, its now setting back in, i cant stay in my home alone. but anyways just thought id put my two cents in about that stuff its kinda put me through hell.

Hi guys. I have been on bc pills for over 10 years, and never has anyone of them put me through hell like yasmin did. I also did not figure out that the symptoms came from the pill, until I read all of these posts. I gained 12kg in three months, was severly depressed, felt "pregnant" the whole time and constantly thinking of killing myself. After reading these posts, I decided to get of it for once and for all. Within a few days, I started feeling my old self, my depression is gone, my weight is dropping like crazy, I'm happy again!! This feeling of freedom is to precious for me to ever go on another bc again. I'm only worried because I dont want to get pregnant, and I havent been convinced that other methods are "better" I'm really glad I took this step as I regained my life. According to our chemist, yasmin is the top seller in our country, I feel so sorry for those woman who might never be as lucky as we are to realize why they feel the way they do. I would never have been abled to put two and two together on my own.

Good luck to all you, I really hope you all will find peace, you guys have changed my life!