Thoughts of that night symptoms and conditions

After have my gall bladder removed I was given 40mg of reglan for nausea. I spent the night of my surgery in the hospital and do not have much memory of that night or of the next day. The following night at home I tried to commit suicide, my husband stopped me but I had an over-whelming desire to kill myself. Suicide seemed so logical and welcome to the mental hell I was in. I was in a deep depression for months and the thoughts of that night will never leave. I work in a pharmacy and when ever I see any one taking reglan I try to warn them about the side effects, something doctors are not doing.Anyone else been in reglan hell?