Xenox symptoms and conditions

I STARTED TAKING PAXIL 2 1/2 YRS AGO I HAD A REALLY BAD PANIC ATTACK THAT SEEMED NOT TO GO AWAY THE DRUG MADE ME FEEL BETTER I STARTED MISSING DOSES I WOULD TAKE IT ONLY 1TIME A WEEK BECAUSE LOSE OF INSURANCE WELL LATELY MY ANXIETY HAS GOTTON SO BAD LIKE PANIC ATTACKS THE WHAT IF HORRIBLE THOUGHTS BUT THATS WHAT ANXIETY IS RIGHT? WELL I WANTED TO GET BACK ON TRACK SO I TOOK IT TWO DAYS IN A ROW AND THESE SIDE EFFECTS FELT LIKE HOW I FEEL ONLY WORSE MORE PANIC TEETH GRINDING DRY MOUTH SO I WENT TO THE DOCOTR SHE SAID TO START FROM THE BEGINNING TAKE 10 MILLIGRAMS AND MOVE UP GRADUALLY IM SO SCARED OF SIDE EFFECTS I WANNA CUT THAQT IN HALF AND ONLY TAKE 5 MIL AND MOVE UP ALSO SHE GAVE ME XENOX SO I WONT FEEL THE SIDE EFFECTS AND TO HELP ME I WANT HELP I NEED IT BUT IM SCARED ITS LIKE I DONT WANT TO GO TO WORK IF I HAVE TO FEEL BAD SIDE EFFECTS ON THE OTHER HAD AFTER THE SIDE EFFECTS GO AWAY I WILL FEEL NORMAL IS THEREANYONE WHO HAS STARTED AT 5MIL & WENT UP AND IT WORKED FOR U ???? PLEASE EMAIL ME IS THERE ANYONE WHO STOPPED FEELING ANXIETY ON YOUR OWN ??? PLEASE EMAIL ME BACK ****** THANKS FOR THE OPPRITUNITY!!