Now I just want to cry...I don't know if it is joy for not being ...

Now I just want to cry...I don't know if it is joy for not being alone with all of these side effects or just thankful that I don't feel crazy anymore. The last few years have been the worst for hip pain ,muscle cramps,memory problems snd cloudiness and loss of sleep. I have so much that I have put off because of how I feel. I really believed that I found a cure for this asthma but now I know that I was just being fooled .After reading all of these posts I really want to cry.I cannot go on feeling like this.