I took Zoloft for about 5 months, 50mg. I was having anxiety atta...

I took Zoloft for about 5 months, 50mg. I was having anxiety attackes. I'm 25 years old and I also had high blood pressure at the time. It made me hate the person I loved more than anything. I couldn't stand to be around him or even think about him. When I started taking myself off of the medicine, then I started realizing that he was all I ever wanted. Now my blood pressure is fine and I don't have anxiety. I hurt the most important person in my life. And I don't even know why. I really feel it was the medicine. Now I have lost him and I don't know if I will ever get him back. I just know that I have never been that mean to anyone before in my life.