Hi Sherry!! No, the weight gain didn't ease up at all..... And...

Hi Sherry!! No, the weight gain didn't ease up at all..... And I feel your pain, too!! I've been controlling my weight now for about 2 months (I therefore even bought a new digital scale which also shows the body fat you have...) and the weight even went up another 2 pounds since starts October without eating cakes and chocolate or anything else like that.... But at the moment it seems to have stopped (it didn't move for about 2 weeks now!). And believe me: I HOPE SO!!! I'm totally caring about healthy food with less calories and how much I eat. Excercising for me is still not really possible because of the some days still upcoming muscle weakness I had been suffering from since december 2004. And even if it is not as bad as it was, I'm not able to workout or go for a walk longer than about 10 minutes a day... I hope this will get better soon (well, it already has gotten better, a few months ago I wasn't able to walk even that 10 minutes!!).... It's so depressing to look into the mirror, see how fat you have become and not be able to do anything against it... :( Well, in that times I try myself to remember, that it still needs time and someday everything will be ok. That's the only thing that keeps me up a little... The next tour with my band (February 2006) I've already canceled (the second band-tour within 13 years which I'm not able to join and everything just because of this wonder drug from hell....), because I don't think that until February I will be fit enough to handle that stress and I don't feel that I will look like the old "silke" until then... I can't go on stage at all in such a shape... I would be ashamed to dead... It's all so sad, but I have to be thankful to be still alive after all that I went through the last year... How are you doing Sherry?? Has anything helped, yet? How about the water pills?? Best wishes and god's bless to you out there!! Silke