i am never going to take bc again, my husband is going to get the...

i am never going to take bc again, my husband is going to get the vas. i just want to feel normal, i cant stand the anxiety, it consumes me and makes me feel crazy, i had to cancel my little guys 2 year old bday party today because i cant handle it. as a mom i feel i have let my kids down, yesterday was good i took my paxil and a xanax and i was calm then 1:30 in the morning i wake up to it terrible anxiety i hate that i ever took yasmin i have never been this way in my life tank god for this site i know i am not alone