I took my last Lupron shot in Oct. 2005. While on it I guess I ha...

I took my last Lupron shot in Oct. 2005. While on it I guess I had a mental breakdown. Had to go on anxiety and depression meds. I even had suicidal thoughts. Well when I started my first cycle after the shots I went on fertility pills and had to stop my other meds. Well now 5 months later the panic attacks, severe anxiety and depression is back. I can't even stand myself. I go to the doctor in 3 days which seems like forever to me. I don't want to go to the hospital because I am afraid they will keep me. To top it all off I have been making mistakes at work and am on the verge of losing my job. My fiance doesn't understand it anymore and says "it is all in your head". ANY ADVICE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!