Silke Iam sorry I didnt mean to make it sound like your sympt...

Silke Iam sorry I didnt mean to make it sound like your symptoms were any less that story is horrible and worse than me! I dont know how you did it you must be so strong! Well it does make me feel better light at the end of my tunnel. Its hard no one understands except for you guys. People around me dont understand what is taking so long they think Iam better than Iam worse it isnt like a cold or a sore throat. I miss me I miss what I could do I miss how I use to enjoy life I miss running around and being so tired from having fun i miss my daughter i miss my family I miss dreading having to go to work I miss shopping I miss smiling and laughing I miss having a glass of wine i miss my friends I miss looking in the mirror and thinking Iam pretty I miss wanting to have sex I miss everything and its not fair that some man made pill took all that away from me I never took a man made pill in my life excpet for a Alieve or Tylenol How is this allowed how is this allowed in our countries How can this keep going on and on I dont understand it all Iam so sorry for you I too feel like Iam 5 years old dont like being alone I have so many fears now Iam full of anxiety in my arms and I cant relax I just dont know how Iam going to work and be the single mom I have always been With the viatamins it seems when I take anything with B it makes me more anxious I know my body is robbed of it probably but it makes me more anxious?? And Sara your so helpful too all of you are please keep emailing it gets me thru each day and talking to Dejay on the phone we talk 3 or 4 times a day has been a life saver. Thank you