hi everybody, sitting here reading all your posts feeling really...

hi everybody, sitting here reading all your posts feeling really crappy. Off yasmin now for about 8 months and trying to take it one day at a time. I should be at my works christmas party tonight but am feeling so bad this weekend i pulled out. Cant moan to my husband as he is already annoyed at me for not going tonight. we were really looking forward to it but i just couldnt face it. I work with such a good bunch of people and i know they will be disappointed i didnt go tonight. regular posters will know my story. Was on yasmin for 4 very long years. Caused me huge problems, like anxiety, eyesight problems and many more. Eventually saw a very good fertility doctor who tested my hormone levels. I started my course of hcg injections last sunday for low hormone levels. For anybody who might know what is normal, mine were estradiol 257 and progesterone 37. Day 3 levels were normal which at least mean that i am not having an early menopause. My fertility doctor said they are extremely low so prescribed me hcg injections. Have a friend who is a nurse so she showed me how to do the injections myself. Have 4 injections every second day in the last week of my cycle. Does anybody know if they could make me feel so bad. I felt fine up until yesterday morning. Woke up feeling very anxious and down as well as feeling terribly irritable. I seem to have lost so much weight in the last few weeks. None of my clothes fit me anymore. went to look for something to wear and even size 8 is too big. Are they making clothes bigger or have i really lost that much weight. Is there anybody here who knows anything about hcg injections and their side effects. My doctor told me i would have no side effects. I have so much anxiety again. I was feeling ok but feel like i am back to square one, like i am on yasmin again. Could this be to do with the hcg. I am sorry if this post is really depressing but i feel this is the only place i can really talk to people. I would really appreciate any ideas. Hopefully when i get up in the morning i will feel better as i dont think i can go back to this again. Thanks everyone Murph70