hi kim123.
we are not mad at you for trying it at all. if it makes you feel better then that is all that matters. i tried diazepam to help me,it didn't, but that may have been because i was still taking yasmin at the time. We all make our own choices about what to take and what not to. if you feel you need for something then you should be able to take whatever you need to feel better. no-one here will judge you i promise. None of us is going to get a medal for coping with or without medication,our reward will be that we get better no matter how we get there.
best wishes to you kim.
sarah