i was on seroquel for 2 count tnem 2 days and my heart would poun...

im still in tears, i can't believe how horrible it was...
i just woke up from the absolute most disturbing dream i've ever had.
i too, have been on this drug for 2 days now, i had the twitches and aches as well...that, i could handle, even the annoying blood rushing pounding in my head i chose to deal with, just in hopes this drug might actually help me, but this dream, SOOOOO real, im in shock,

a bunch of kids playing "ultimatum" in a car while i was on a bike...
im not sure if this game actually exists or not, or if i gave it an existance or a new existance in this dream but the game was them chasing me in a silver car while i was on a bike in a parking lot....after this "game" they brought me to a stairwell landing and made me watch them pour blood and a hacked up baby all over this guy holding his hand to his mouth...it lasted what seemed like forever. i was then in a house with 4 other kids...i kept trying to lock the doors but they were broken, and would just slowly open,
all the blinds i tried to pull down had knots in the strings and wouldn't come down, everywhere i looked there was blood on the walls, the floors...
we were all wiping dead animals off knives to use them on the other kids..., and vise versa... there were knives and nail clippers being thrown at me by a toddler which had animal pieces all over them...
knowing it was a dream while i was dreaming, i yelled "IM DONE" as loud as i could, when i "woke up" i was still at the house with the kids,
i "woke up" holding a knife with blood all over it and one of the kids staring at me, asking me "what happened???", i dropped the knife and we ran downstairs to make sure i hadn't done anything horrible in my dream, but when we ran downstairs there was blood all over the walls, and i started just screaming....
i actually woke up at that point...

word of warning to ANYONE prescribed seroquel...
it'll traumatize you, so be prepared...
i still can't believe how real it all was...
fuck.