I was only on Yaz for 3 weeks!!! I have been off of it for 8 w...

I was only on Yaz for 3 weeks!!! I have been off of it for 8 weeks now. I have such bad anxiety that even the Lexapro (which I did not want totake as Iam holistic) but I was literally losing my mind due to the overwhelming anxiety. Prior to Yaz I never took a prescription drug I pray to God it didnt force me into menopause or damage me forever i cant live with this anxiety for ever iam so scared. I have taken 8 Xanax as there are some nights I cant slepp I breka them into quarters so I get a tiny tiny dose. I dont want to be on this lexapro does anyone please know of a way to stop the anxiety its mostly in my arms and legs!! I tried tons of water swimming walking reading baths massage nothing and ia mean nothing stops it I tried Valerian, Calmfortay Kava Kava St Johns Wort none of which helps!!!! Please let me know so I can wean off the Lexapro Sarah you there please help!