Sarah I cant get on the other site from home Well alot of p...

Sarah I cant get on the other site from home Well alot of people said I seem better but in actuallity in some ways yes some ways no I still have not returned to work as tasks overhwelm me even the simpliest things i also have issues with bad mood swings I have bad thoughts every few days and it terrifies me! I still seem to walk in a fog not feeling like me But the ups and downs are the worst I cant seem to get a plateau or a even time of it I will be sad than upset than agitated than ok than feel like me I feel like I have PMS almost everyday The scary thoughts are like I will just drift off and get really sad out of the blue out of no where And last night I was talking to my sis and she was upsetting me and I got really agitated than I just felt like leaving my home and just going far away I didnt do it but I really felt it and stopped myself I have never ever had bad thoughts of dying or leaving or running away It scares me