I have been on the ring for almost three months, and def notice s...

well i can deff relate and more!!! but ive been pretty depressed for about an year sum days are really good and most days are very bad,but i havnt got any help 4 it..bc i feel as if ppl are goin to worry about me and not trust that i can do certain things for myself bc sumtimes i let my anger or sadness take control of me...the tears or so powerful..headaches...im not really sure if im bipolar or what it may be cuz i havnt went to find help i dont know where to start...this is sum what new to me..bc i was ok in the past or atleast i think i was.. but as i grew up it got so much harder...and i believe a man made me this way..i hate so much..and alwayz want to be and do only for myself..i tell ppl mean things..and put ppl down and it makes me feel so good..i let my mind do all the talking...it's like i have no control over anything..it's whateva my mind tells me to do, i do it...im scared things are goin to get worst..and either ill hurt myself..bc im not happy*`