I have turned into a total b*tch and my insides are constantly bu...

I have turned into a total b*tch and my insides are constantly burning. Sometimes I could not sleep at night. I am constantly depressed tho there is nothing really going wrong in my life. I cannot take the pill because it makes me vomit. At first I would barf up the pill, then it got to the point I would barf whenever I handled the package (Pavlovian reaction). I cannot use the patch because no one wants to see a peach square on a black belly dancer. Shots are out of the question. When I first used the ring several years ago, it was just fine. I stopped and started again. Now, I super moody and I cannot stand my boyfriend (he's a fine guy, I'm just in no mood to deal with him).