I have been like this with every birth control I've tried. I just went 3 months with no BC and it was sooo different. Sometimes when I was on B/C I'd just feel pure hatred whenever I looked at my s/o haha. Now we get along and everything is great. When we have fights it is nothing like it was when I was on hormonal b/c.
My doctor tried to get me to take Yasmin and I just stopped taking it after only 5 days because I started to feel "crazy" again. My personality does a complete 180 when I'm on synthetic hormones. So many women put themselves through this and I decided I will not be one of them anymore. Sure it's more work to keep track of my cycle and use condoms, but it's so worth it to feel like ME and not some hormonal hate-spewing monster with clear skin, lol.
blow up acne synthetic hormones clear skin birth control yasmin condoms sooo hatred haha personality monster lol