I have been back on 125mg of Top for about 9 months now. I tried ...

I have been back on 125mg of Top for about 9 months now. I tried it for 1 year prior to this with too many side effect. I have taken it for migraines and an eating disorder. Instead of helping this time around I believe it triggered emotional issues, panic attacks, nerve damage in the occipital region of the left side of my brain (more than what seemed to already be causing headaches from the start), I relapsed with my eating disorder and lost too much weight, and had something called psychosis. Psychosis is a disordered thought pattern seen in many different mental illnesses or those in a confused state of mind. When I'd look at a stop like I would not be able to determine in my mind whether it was red or green and I would just go through it. I felt like I was going into some sort of coma all the time as well. Now that I am on an eating plan and exercising a bit less the side effects are a little less but the doctors are looking for an alternative at this time. I have tried every med out there.