I am very scared right now and concerned, but recently I have bee...

Talk to your parents some more and show them this web site. If they won't listen talk to your grandparents, a teacher or Dr. My son attempted suicide in Aug. 07, he is paranoid Schizophrenic. He just could not deal with all the delusions anymore. He had quit taking his meds. I have been on a drug myself that had horrible side affects. It was a nightmare getting off of it. There are other options. I am now taking a natural drug. I am on St. John's Wort. I also am on Fish oil and Milk Thistle for the damage the other med. did to my liver. I had to do detox foot baths and drink LOTS of green tea to get the drug out of my system. You may need something to get this drug out of your system faster. My daughter has a high ana number. We have had her to a Childrens hospital and they can't seem to find anything wrong, but the number is still high. Her immune system is not good either. I have recently found a Dr. who sells natural Colestrum vit. for the immune system and we are going to try them for her. He is the Dr. who helped me get off the other med. I was on. He also said the Detox foot baths would help her immune system. We are going to try them also. My daughter is 11 yrs. old. You sound young yourself. Please keep telling your parents about the suicide thoughts and tell anyone who will listen. This is serious and someone will believe you. Talk to your school counselor or a Church member. Talk to anyone but please get help. My daughter was on Singular and was having problems with headaches and stomach pain and I ran across info. on a web site about it. So I talked to her Dr. about taking her off of it and when we did she has improved. Show your parents that web site. Also show them one called Topix.com or medications.com Tell them you have talked with a mother who has had a child who attempted suicide and they need to believe you. We never saw his coming. He never said a thing. Please do not do this. There is help out there for you. Good luck. Pray for strength and God will provide. You are precious to him and all who love you. You were a gift to your parents from God and they do love you. Please don't take that gift away from them. They just aren't sure how to handle this right now. Talk to them in person, not on the phone. Good luck and keep praying for strength.

Well, I have actually been off the medication for 3 days. I have been feeling SO much better! I don't get those creepy panic attacks anymore, nor do I have horrible muscles cramps in my arms.. like burning and stuff. Also, the chest heaviness is gone and so is the sore neck. I think I am getting back to normal finally.^^

But anyways, back to my point... I am going to a new doctor today. Well not really new, she used to be my old doctor and she was really good. Were going to go to her and get my sinuses checked out. I didn't notice until after I was off medication that I was having sinus problems. Now I know that's the source.

In fact, I think I have Sinusitis. Basically, it's a bacterial sinus infection that can make you feel really sick. So, I will go to the doctors and give an update and tell you what she said about Avelox and how to get it out of my system. I only took it for two days, so hopefully it didn't damage my immune system. We'll have to see I guess. Thank you for the concern though I really appreciate it!^^

Hi there, I hear your pain and I can't imagine how scary this is for you. My Mother has high white blood count too and an inflammation of her leg and the whole family is terrified waiting for the result of the tests.

To help myself I am educating myself about the body and second I am using affirmations. Fear tightens up the immune system and stops it doing its job. I know it is difficult but if you could focus on what is good in your life and then visualise yourself doing all the things that you enjoy as though you are healthy again now. A great affirmation to write on an index card and keep saying is 'I am lovingly taking care of my mind, my body and my soul' or 'I am confidently activating my own inner healing, inner power and inner knowing.

Look up cases of people who have come through terminal diseases and proved the doctors wrong. They do not know everything as you see in the medication they prescribed for you. I would reccommend the DVD 'The Secret' which is really inspiring and buying a book called 'The law of Attraction' by Ester and Jerry Hicks or 'Ask and it is Given' by the same author. It will change the way you think.

I will remember you in my prayers and be thinking of you so that you know someone out there cares. If you want someone to talk to my email is joyce000@hotmail.co.uk I remember an old quote 'Be brave and Mighty forces will come to your aid'

Love and Light to you

Joyce