It’s me again….no happy, Yes I have not kill my self yet (jk)...

It’s me again….no happy, Yes I have not kill my self yet (jk) Last night I told my boyfriend to go home cuz I was feeling moody, so he did, I didn’t sleep well at all. Today I woke up and I really didn’t feel like going to work, but I did. Went to bed with a headache and woke up with one, my BF called me and we were talking just fine and within a few minutes a started crying for no reason, then I star it laughing cuz I didn’t know why I was crying. So I ‘m not taking the pill anymore after today, If I don’t stop it now I’m going to be miserable in my vacation and I’m going to make it miserable for everyone else too ( No fair). I will see my doctor after my Vacation and I think I’m going for the IUD. One of my co-workers told me that its normal to get this reaction cuz I’m putting something in my body to do something that no natural…..I know that... we all do, but hey can get preggo right now so I have no option. I WANT TO BE MY SELF AGAIN< I MISS MY SELF!