I've only taken Trazoodone on rare occasion, I'v ehad terrible ni...

ah! Trazadone. My dream drug. I was taking all kinds of meds for Bi-polar. Most made me worst, lazy, irrational, etc. I finally decided to wean off most the meds, but the one I still meed to take is trazadone with 30mg of risperal, I am a total insomnic. At first the dreams and nightmares disturbed me.Weird but true, I now look forward to see how these dreams turn out every night, they are so real, they wake me up and I have to realize that I am safe and now is now. Glad to be off of the meds., but my doctor still thinks i am taking my lexapro, but NOT!!!