The nausea is tolerable, generally short-lived as long as I eat p...

The nausea is tolerable, generally short-lived as long as I eat prior to taking the Chantix and drink plenty of water. I have a sense of...fogginess....detachment, while at the same time, seem to sense clear hidden messages in the way people look at me, in what they're saying to each other, and to me. Yep, it's probably paranoia. The nightmares are horrible. I dream specifics about deaths of loved ones, in horrible detail. I also awaken at least once a night gasping in terror, unable to get a breath. The thoughts of suicide are strangely comforting and don't seem wrong at all. I'm depressed, but comforted knowing that I can end it if I really want to. Bizarre and I know it on some level at least. I'm bruising easily this time. I mean REALLY easily. A small bump results in a hard, raised, dark bruise. I developed a rash on my stomach that's been there for 3 days but seems to be clearing today. This is my 2nd time taking Chantix and I'm 3 weeks in. I had the same symptoms last time and expected them this time. I'm smoke free but plan to continue with the Chantix as long as possible. The urge to give in and have one cigarette is too strong post Chantix. I tell myself everyday that the thoughts are NOT me, and that I can let them come and not act on them because it's the drug, not me.