I have been on Jasmin for 3 years and stopped taking the pill 3 w...

I have been on Jasmin for 3 years and stopped taking the pill 3 weeks ago after finishing the last pack. I had 1 panic/anxiety attack 2 weeks before I started the pill but was FULLY FREE of all other symptoms listed below. After I started the pill, the anxiety continued, but not with the same intensity - I stopped having panic attacks and instead felt permanently uneasy and anxious and began having high blood pressure. I cannot be sure that the pill has aggravated my symptoms, but neither can I believe that my fully changed reaction to any stress (I used to be very stress-resistant) has come from that one panic attack (triggered by strained back muscles). The symptoms have really started about 3-4 months after I began and became gradually worse. I went to every doctor imaginable and they did not find anything at all wrong with me, except high pressure, which they said is from stress. I have been in psychotherapy for months and do not see an improvement and I feel like I have completely lost the last 3 years of my life: I am afraid of everything, I am unhappy despite a great boyfriend and I cannot imagine my life continuing like this. When I asked my gyn whether this could be caused by the pill (I did not even connect this all to Yasmin), he said it is unclear, but I should stop because of my high blood pressure anyway. Here are symptoms I have experienced, though whether they are all from the pill is still unclear to me. 1. Elevated blood pressure (around 140/90 or much higher if I am anxious) 2. Permanent anxiety with varied intensity 3. Permanent muscle tension with resulting pain all over the body 4. Hypoglycemia-like symptoms (but my sugar levels are never really low) 5. Headaches occasionally which can last several days 6. Facial muscle spasms 7. Jaw/tooth pain 8. Tremors - shaking all over for several minutes to half an hour 9. All the standard anxiety symptoms - chest pain, lump in the throat, dizziness, numb fingers, etc. 10. Extreme fatigue 11. Sleeping over 8 hours and still feeling tired 12. Inability to concentrate on anything - trouble working 13. Intense fear attacks during stressful situations (client meetings, talking to my boss, etc) 14. Dry eyes 15. Dry skin 16. Very high adrenalin production - cannot drink any coffee at all 17. Red wine intolerance - my throat starts to contract for some reason 18. Pressure in my head and in the nose now and then 19. Pain in my legs and calves - usually after walking for over an hour 20. Irritability 21. Lack of interest in any social activities, I avoid friends and am afraid of doing anything outside my usual routine 22. Cannot go on without carbs for more than 3-4 hours without feeling hypoglycemic 23. Severe stomach pains and nausea (occasionally) 24. Itching skin I think this is all...but there could be a couple of things I forgot. Until now, I have not noticed any real improvements, but my skin is gradually getting worse, which I expected. I guess 3 weeks is not enough to reverse what has been happening in my body for the last 3 years and I am trying to to lose faith and continue going to my psychotherapist...