I have been on celexa for about a year and lately I have become v...

I have been on celexa for about a year and lately I have become very anxious and irritable. I cant stand for anyone to be near me and hate to be around anyone. I feel like I am about to really hurt myself, I have been a cutter and haven't done that in about 6 months but the urge is so strong to cut again, I cant stand it anymore, I have gained a lot of weight, I used to be a size 5 juniors and now I am at about a size 12 womens and it is freaking depressing, I cannot stand this anymore. My therapist has me going back to my doctor on Tuesday to have my meds re evaluated. Something has to change, My life is not my own anymore. I have my mind telling me over and over again that i am not worth the air I breathe.