I just wish I could wear a sign that says: I'm sorry about the la...

I just wish I could wear a sign that says: I'm sorry about the last 3 years. I have an excuse why I was a complaining bitch. UPDATE: I had mine removed 5 days ago. After 12 hours, I had a burst of energy... was still really achy, but mentally ecstatic. The next day was not so good... the high was over, (and I was coming down with a cold), so very achy joints. I ate a lot of chocolate! 3rd day was so-so. I was in control of my emotions, but really achy. I found an old Rx for Toradol that worked well. Ate more chocolate. Yesterday I felt fantastic, and today even better. I have had no cravings. My aches are 90% gone, without drugs, and I have not had any depression, anger, or feelings of despair. In fact, I found myself singing some goofy song from Dora The Explorer today, and my son looked at me really strangely and started giggling. I think I'm back!