anyone feel like drinking a lot? i've been on Yaz for 2 weeks and...

anyone feel like drinking a lot? i've been on Yaz for 2 weeks and im absolutely miserable! I don't like my friends anymore, i hate my job and I want to go somewhere to relax but i cant think of a place that doesn't sound depressing to me. Ive never felt like drinking would help a mood swing issue but i find that im drinking every night and i definitely don't want to become an alcoholic because of this stupid pill. Ive smoked for a few years ..no more than a pack a day and now im smoking a lot more which makes my chest hurt then the paranoia comes in and i think i have cancer and all these other things wrong with me and start crying..at work. i yell at everyone and say really mean things then 2 seconds later i want to take it back cause i really didn't mean to say them in the first place. i think i make things up and dwell on them. im psychotic and so insecure now. I cant be satisfied and i cant make decisions. but hey, i cant get pregnant if no one wants to be around me!