I am decreasing my topamax meds now after taking it for 6 horribl...

I am decreasing my topamax meds now after taking it for 6 horrible months.. topamax? rather call it dopamax.. I took 100 mg daily now i'm building of the topamax I can allready feel the difference.. I hope I become the joyful smart person again I once was before.. I lost weight during this six months, wonder if i'll gain it back.. but don't care. I must get rid of this drug.. I'm so sick and tired of the side effects!! For me it wasn't a good solution for my migraines They didn't stop.. the first month i took topamax, my god i could bounce my head against the wall due to the outstanding headaches i got; even worse then my normal migraine seizures.. i'm not gonna look for a replacer for topamax, i'll just take my migraine as i did my whole 22 years long.. That's life and I want MY life back good luck to you all!!