major depression from 40mg a day...

My name is Scott Maurer. I have always been wondering about depression and how it is effected by steroid use. I am also a narc trying to gain info on the net for my next big bust that will promote me to team leader and get me off the streets and onto a desk so my wife stops worrying about me soo much. She is really great we met at a yoga convention. I was there with my boyfriend at the time spotting him while he was doing that cute dog position that used to get me so hard. When I looked across the room and saw her. Her ass wasn't as well shaped as Steves' was but I thought it was time to get back to my straight roots. But I am getting off topic here. Depression and steroid use, who is to say that steriods only inhance the muscles and not other aspects of the human body, mind , spirit. OH gawd I miss Steve I am going to call him tonight and jerk off without him knowing while I am on the phone.

Well I called him and he is seeing someone can you believe that? He said he wanted to stay single, keep his options open, what a liar a big fat sexy hairless liar that I want to taste all night long. How is it that he has me hard even now thinking about it. I need to get some help I think. This is a medications site what can I take to get Steve off my mind and into my mouth and ass. I hope someone can help this lonely, hard, excited Scott Maurer before my wife finds out I want dick again.

Ok this is my last post I can't keep spilling my heart all over this site to everyone. I am embarressed that I have told so much already. My wife and I are going to work things out in my sexual reorientation classes I go to every tues and thurs to get Steve's throbbing sweaty veiny cock out of my mind for good. I do hope someone comments on my post to lend me a hand in the bedroom or a dark alley or a forest somewhere or when it comes to depression and winstrol. Love everyone out there and stay safe. I have to cum so bad right now thinking about this guy who just moved in next door. Hope I hear something soon. Bye bye