Celexa and calm

I started Celexa 2 days agao, and on 2nd day..My head felt very strange numbing pain from top to back of neck..plus a numbing of cheeks and lips..also strange heaviness-numbing in arms and knees...so I stopped taking it right away...afraid of having convulsions and ending up in the hospital with a cerebral-accident as what happened to me last year...I will have to find something else which will work for me to calm my panic attacks......what a dilemma...because these panic attacks absolutely make me stop functioning.....

Taking 20mg per day for last 3 weeks for depression.
On the plus side.
Suicidal thoughts have gone and my brain has stopped racing. I don't feel up, but I don't feel down, I feel calm and level.
Side effects.
Body jerks when relaxed. No loss of sex drive but unable to ejaculate.
At the moment, I feel the side effects are worth putting up with because I feel so much better and I'm not making my wife and kids lifes a misery with my bad moods.

20 mg. SEVERE memory loss. So bad I thought I would lose my job. Zero sex drive. Mind racing, holding one thought at a time hard. Off Celexa now for 7 months. Wellbrutrin XL, experiencing weight loss, memory is back and mind is calm. Still no sex drive.