Clindamycin Phosphate and paranoia

I've been experiencing bad depersonalization from just applying this stuff twice a day
it didn't affect me for like a month and a half but after so much use it just got to me
i've been freaking out randomly and other times just living life in a calm haze
i've been afraid that it's going to cause my grades to drop and ruin my future career but im hoping this is just paranoia
it clogs your brain like no other and makes you feel high all the time
unless you absolutely need this, don't take it if you are depressed or experience any depersonalization
don't go down this road
it can lead to sever depression