Meprozine and mail

I took Meprozine after minor surgery. I became disoriented and confused (sorted the mail and then threw it all away including 2 checks, among other wierd behavior) I was talking with my granddaughter and suddenly she disappeared (she never was there, I was hallucinating) My speech was slurred and rambling. It was a horrifying experience that still haunts me weeks later.

The doctor gave me this medication after m wisdom teeth were pulled, they worked excellent for me, but i had a lot of them left over and i took at first just one a day just for kicks. the other day i had only 4 pills left and i took them all and it was one of the best trips ive ever been on. But, i am now addicted to the stuff and i really do want to break this habit, i have the shakes and feel the extreme urge for it every day. please e-mail me if u have any solutions