Neurontin and commit suicide

I just got my first prescription for Neurontin. When the pain management doctor told me he wanted me to try this, I asked him if there wasn't anything on television regarding this drug & suicide? He said he wasn't aware of anything. No sooner do I get home & the commercial for a law firm says if you or anyone you know has commited suicide while taking this medication contact 1-800 so & so..I am terrified of trying it! What do you recommend? I am truly afraid of that particular side-effect, the one where you get so depressed that all seems hopeless & commit suicide. Can anybody advise me?????Thanks, Margarita

I was taking Neurontin for four days after I tried to commit suicide and it supose to help with my depression. I was suppose to continue to take it but my insurence wont cover it if anyone can help me find a way to get help to pay for it I would be grateful.