Depression and How It Affect Me

First off i had to quiet work at the age of fifty two because of copd and arthritis. my world turn from a colorful world of color to a world of black and white, with my health failing and not anyone money saved back made my depression even worse,
Depression is a terriabe thing it takes the color out of a person life , it causes you not to want to be around friend and also causes you not to want to be around friends or love one, it locked you into a world of your own dealing with deep sorry and no way out. People who suffer from Depression are really dead in some ways tho they be alive, the dead cannot hear nor can they see anymore the beauty of anything because they are dead in body, their senses have all be stopped, and so is the depressed person theif function have stopped and they crawl into a world of black and white and all the color and good of life have changed to a drab outlook,
when you lose you reality with the world and the people around you and you cannot relate to life because of depression, you locked into a world of gloom and doom....question is what will unlock the world of black and white and open back the world of color and well being?