Effexor Sick Tired, Venlafaxine, Rash, Young Baby, Doctor Who

was on venlafaxine 75mg for about 6 months had to come off it as i was pregnant! felt sick tired dizzy but put it down to pregnancy. Was then put on dothipin which i could take while being pregnant but had to come off before baby was born.
Was put back on to venlafaxine in april 05. Developed a rash but was told it would go and to persist. Carried on taking instead of loosing weight after the baby i am putting it on also rash has come back over chest hands and feet are really itchy. Told my doctor i was coming off them. tried everyother day but i could not move my head was like jelly i felt sick tired my eyes were blurry i had to really focus. my brain felt like it was wobbling in my head it was so difficult with a young baby and a 10 yr old. I went back to the doctor who reduced me to 37.5mg i dont know what to do with myself my mother has had to have the kids my head it throbbing i cant see properly i feel sick so tired !
i am going back tomorrow as i need something to help me get off this vile drug. It should be banned i feel sorry for anyone who is experiencing what i am right now its an evil drugs and should not be recommended to anyone.